This is the life of cinema Business - Fan Song

This song I write after Read the Latter of Raj Kapoor to his Wife Krishna Kapoor. It make me sad so I start write this song.

I sit here and writing
What happened to me
I won't you to know
What happened to me
I won't you to know
That I don’t won't that happened
This How I write
What Happened to me

I can’t keep thinking like this
How I can do all this like this
How I hurt you many times
How I can pay now about all my mistake

I won't you to know
That just you I love
I won't you to know
That just you I won't
I won't you to know that in all the world
There just one woman that I won't to live with her

Behind all the thing I pass
I don’t won't that it turn to be like this
Behind all the thing I do
I don’t won't that they be like this
But what can I do…
This is the life of cinema Business

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Letter With tear

This is a Letter that Raj Kapoor Write to his wife before leaving for the North Eastern Frontier at the time of India's was with China. This Letter make me always cry when I Read that again and again.

To you, my eternal love and life, to you, Mother of my children, my dear wife Krishna, I am addressing a few words to express an emotional consciousness that is the truth and reality. Admitting to all my faults and shortcomings in all spheres of my life, domestic as well as worldly. Whenever I have failed to reciprocate love and affection from my very own near and dear. It is not that I am not aware of all the feelings of belonging bestowed on me, but that in my maddening self-centeredness!.....
I am unable to express that as much as you all belong to me, my bond to you becomes stronger than ever.Maybe it is this.that gives me strength to act and react to all diversities of life pertaining to my very existence, namely, my work.You know very well I am an impulsive man. But one thing is clear to me, and that is we both have to create an atmosphere of communion with each other. Let me be the first to reach out and tell you no matter what I am, who I am and where I am, the imperishable truth is that I am, and I am yours.

While entertaining the soldiers he said: 'I would like you to know that you are not alone here to defend our motherland. We, the artists.the whole nation, are behind you. The stronger and braver you are, the safer will be your brothers, sisters, children and parents.our whole country.'

When I sit back at the end of the day, I feel very sorry for all the pain that I have given you (his wife Krishna). How can I bring those days back for you? But show business is such that a woman has to be understanding because there are constant emotional involvements, because the work is such. For Krishna, though, the mere fact that her husband appreciated her patience and love was all the compensation she wanted.
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